The house is quiet tonight and I don’t work tomorrow, I feel extra comfy laying in bed and very calm and pleasantly sleepy. I love being sober, I love taking it slowly, I love feeling centered, I love rediscovering my own interests. I am going to get a big unlined journal and start jotting down everything I’ve been thinking of and coming back to lately. Dreams, hobbies I want to pick up and lists for the future. I have a lot of places I want to travel to for hiking and camping and it’s feeling very cool that I’m at a point in life where I can actually just go do things alone. And I know this will perpetually unfold into wider & farther goals as I keep aging.
unfortunately if you are an old friend of mine i will always care about you no matter what even if we haven’t seen each other in forever because i still remember what you were like 7 years ago and i still remember how it felt to be young with you and i still have a lot of love for you in the back of my mind
